Sometimes I get sentimental as Mr.Freddy reaches milestones, but glad I had the opportunity to be stay-at-home mom and, I have watched him grow with joy and delight in all things to come. Every time I talk with hubby, I always told him that I hardly believe that Mr.Freddy is growing so fast. He wants to do almost everything himself. He chooses the clothes he would wear. When I assisted him in the things he can not do since he is little, he rejected my help. Thrust at me and tell me more ''I will do it''. Haha! He sounds sweet when he says this. How I wish that he stays a little boy for life but, that is not the case. This makes me sigh. The speed of time, I wanted to stop the clock.
There are so many pressures in life. Talking about my career. Before I migrate, I had a decent job. I got upset especially when I think of this beautiful life I had back home. I graduated college in the prestigiousuniversity and, am now available working at home only. It did not hold me when some folks I know, they used to asked me when I plan to go back to work. This question is meaningless, and I have overcome my nosy destesters already. Then as, time goes by having Mr.Freddy, my whole life has changed. I thank him, for my life has turned wholly around. I realize there are more noteworthy things in life than focusing only on myself. I always ponder on this mantra, '' When you are a mother you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child''. Mr.Freddy taught me to be selfless. While he continues to grow, I forget the sorrow and the nostalgic me.
Motherhood is the perfect gift and the best thing I have ever done. It is the sweetest feeling in the world. I firmly believe that these are the best years taking care of him. When he grows older he will spend more of his time on his friends than his parents. I know the career job for me will come at a perfect time. At the moment, I want to savor every moment of my little man's growing up. I devote more time with him and create moremarvellous memories, for him as well as myself. I concentrate of the present day, enjoy watching him grow and teach him about life.